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Well today at work was not the easiest of days.. it started out well but at the end it didn't go so well. Counting money is my downfall it seems. I have a system that works most of the time but the past couple of days it hasn't come that easy.. especially tonight it wasn't my night.. I got off register at 9 and then it began counting down my drawer.. well every time I counted it down I kept getting different counts so I kept counting and recounting and still couldn't end up with the same amount of money that I needed to get. 
 SO at 9:30 was told I thought kinda rudely by my supervisor that "its 9:30 we want to go home" well I can understand that she wanted to go home and that with my counting my money it wasn't going to be easy to get out before 10:00 but still the attitude I could have used without but oh well.. 
so came home in a pissed off mood but I emailed my job coach and we shall see what happens hopefully they can help me find a better system of counting my money better.
 other than that I have tomorrow off and then work wednesday (PAY DAY BABY) then thursday have friday and saturday off and my sister comes home from NYC where she works as a Nanny and has been in Cape Cod and the Hamptons this summer so I am looking forward to seeing her and catching up a bit with her while she is home.
 Well it is late in the evening ( sorry for the paul simon reference) was listening to him earlier and need to get some sleep.
tata

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