When I think of who I am or look at myself what do I see...I see a man who every day wakes up hoping that that today will be better then last. I see someone who has been through soo much pain and heart ache that I wonder How I keep staying soo postive

I see A fighter someone who will will continue each and every day to try and make myself a better person

I see someone who still has soo much potential that I have yet to reach. I see someone who is a friend, brother, son,

Why is it that when I look at myself I think that I am a failure??? why is it that I see someone who no matter what I do I am never satisfied or I think that I am not living upto all this potential

I am scared of possibly never reaching my full potential.

I am scared that I will always feel like I have underachieved

I am scared I will not be the person that people hope I will be.I think that the lyrics to the Weepies song " Can't Go Back Now" fits what I am feeling

"Yesturday when you were young

everything you needed done

was done for you now you do

it on your own but you find

your all alone what can you do

you[you] and me[me]

walk on, walk on, walk on

cause you cant go back now

you know there will be days

when your so tired that you cant

take another step

now you will have no stars

and you'll think you've

gone as far as you'll ever get

you[you],and me[me]

walk on, walk on, walk on

cause you cant go back now

yeah,yeah

go where you want to go

yeah, yeah

be what you want to be

if you ever turn around you'll

see me

i can't really say why everybody

wishes they were some where else

but in the end the only steps that

matter are the ones you take all

by yourself

and you[you],and me[me]

walk on, walk on, walk on

yeah,you[you],and me[me]

walk on, walk on, walk on

cause you cant go back now

walk on, walk on, walk on

I will continue to walk on and hopefully those in my life when I turn around will be behind me encouraging, supporting, lifting me up, and will continue to be my support system